IPL 2 and a gay fan

As i was holding onto television to watch IPL-2 for last two weeks, i didnt get enough time to write something here...Though there are plenty of things still i wanna say...Plenty of emails and comments regarding our blog and things like that, encourages me everyday to write something out here...Some interesting mails and comments i received from our blog readers...some of them showcase their frustration and yelling at everything about me, some of them motivates me and appreciates my work on daily basis like Siva...well, i guess iam getting lot of friends and enemies through this blog, which iam not sure good or bad...

Coming back to IPL-2, there are plenty of reasons why iam glued onto television these days...You can say its because of all those good looking young faces playing with their bat and ball or the young guys who sat infront of cheerleaders looking for something to get onto their pants or my favourite Mtv VJ Gaurav hosting the show...dont ask me why, but i guess i have just lost my mind to IPL Season-2 ...thanks to Lalit modi...

It is great to see one of my favourite team Mumbai Indians winning matches...And my other Bangalore RC keep on losing makes me sad...i guess thats the part of the life in the world...Happy and Sorrow...without both, life will be so boring like the one i dated last week, he kept on singing some of the latest hip-hops in Fruit shop at Graeme's road, Oh, god, he was so boring...neither of one song i heard of before...I sat infront of him and drank my banana shake nervously...he was 19 years old and looks so damn cute...but god, all the damn good looking ones are always so fucking boring...he nevertheless careless about whether iam listening to his songs or just staring at his bulge in his jeans, he kept on singing songs...non-stop...oh my god, jesus, mary and fucking joseph...somebody help me

There is this famous cricket team in this Season-2, i guess we should call it as Gay Knight Riders GKR owned by the famous bollywood star...there is this gossip that he is gay too...his team for all the bad reasons are in the news everyday except for news of winning matches...i heard they have 6 coaches for 11 players...what a joke...they have these 4 players who plays every match whom i dont know whether they are bowlers or batesmen, probably they are just fielders...i never seen them hit a ball or bowl...After long hard fight they won one of their only win and reporters asked this king of bollywood what he did to make their players to win the match and he replied he slept with them...now you know why the gay gossip is all about...they are all on their pants off, standing in the middle of the pitch and getting fucked every match...some of the players who dont seems to be playing cricket at all...MTV Cyrus just joked that instead of that one A.Chopra in their team, they should have Priyanka Chopra to add a new dimension, i guess that wont be a bad idea...she can play Dostana on the field and win matches for them...And then king khan himself should play along with his dear friend Karan, he can even add some more good looking actors and try to settle the match out of the court...probably in the restroom, but i dont see this team winning matches in the near future...

People who hate cricket can watch IPL-2 just to take a close look at some of these cute players like Abishek Nayar, Ravindra Jadega, Vinay Kumar, Sangwan, Badrinath etc

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Watch the SiGnS of your friend

Watch the Signs

If there is any big headache for a Gay in India, it is the question about his best friend's sexuality. Culturally in India bonding between 2 guys are quite warm and caring, but that doesnt mean they are gays, but there are few universal signs to find out if your best friend's sexuality. No matter how close you are or how sweet your friend is to you, if he shows the following signs, i bet my ass he is a gay, but he just not accepting it or hiding it from you for some strange reasons

1. If your friend is so protective of you among the group of friends and supports you
2. If your friend thinks you are great, talented and morally guiding him
3. If your friend shows off his nude body and asks your opinion about it
4. If your friend talks about homosexuality or asks you about it
5. If your friend makes jokes about you sucking his cock
6. If your friend wants to hold your hand or he hugs you while sleeping
7. If your friend says he misses you when you are not around
8. If your friend makes calls often and enquires about your health, food and family
9. If your friend appreciates or compliments your looks
10. If your friend says you are the only best friend in his life
11. If your friend is not listening or hates when you talk about your female friends
12. If your friend becomes close to your brother and he is not interactive with your sister
13. If he talks a lot about his dad and tells you that he misses his affection
14. If your friend tells you what dress suits you
15. If he already had a best friend in the past, but they are not the same now

Here we go, if the signs of your friend is from

• 1 - 5 : Your friend is a bi-curious or bisexual, has few gay tendencies, especially on you, but dont take it for granted, never fall in love with him, because his interest on guys is just for kicks
• 11 - 15: Your friend is a bisexual probably he had sex with guys before but he thinks you are not really attractive for some strange reasons he is hiding his sexuality to you
• 6 - 10: You are really a dumb-ass, he is in love with you but you have not realized it till now, you need a blogger to ligthten up your asshole

Reality bites

• Never, ever fall in love with a Straight guy, take him to the bed straight away, that is what he deserves and what he exactly wants from you
• Even the pet animal of a gay is also a gay (Gay's perception)
• Find someone who loves you, find someone for real
• There is only two kind of straight people in the world. One who hates you infront of your face, one who hates you behind your back.
• Oh yeah, you are straight, but you liked it when i sucked your cock lastnight, Didnt you?
• Nobody becomes gay, nobody wants to be gay, homosexuality is not about sexual convenience, it is what we are.
• I was born for hetrosexual parents, taught by hetrosexual teachers, played with hetrosexual friends, can you tell me why iam still gay?
• How can you teach homosexuality, like you teach French or Spanish?
• Its because you said you are straight that doesnt mean you have to keep your ass tight while iam fucking you.
• Famous sentence by a straight guy in the morning to his friend: "Sorry dude, i was drunk last night, i didnt know it was you, thought its my girlfriend"
• Yes they are all straight, but can you can show me a guy who didnt get a hard-on when you touched his cock.
• Popular joke from a straight guy "You are doing against nature, you are against God"
• Some innocent boy asked his dad "After Adam and Eve died, there were only two brothers on earth, Do you think they did it, if so, where the next baby came from?" Dad got angry of his son and shouted "Asshole"
• Good boys go to heaven, bad boys will go to restroom for masturbation
• Nobody's your dream boy and when they are, you dont get 'em
• A Gay boy's quote "So many guys likes me, but the guy whom i like doesnt like me"
• Some frequent texts in yahoo chat "a/s/l plz" "R u top/bottom" "Whats ur likes" "what is your size" etc

Joke of the week

Two straight guys were playing a round of golf when they noticed two gays ahead of them. They decided to have a little fun so they started to aim their shots near where they were playing. After a couple of balls landed a little too close for comfort the gays decided that the next time a ball lands close to one of them, one of them would fall down and make they were hurt and then they would sue the straight golfers for the injuries. Sure enough the next shot from one of the straight golfers landed right next to one of the gays, so he fell down and made like he was unconscious. When the straight golfers got up to them, the one gay started in by saying, ” Hey what kind of idiots are you? You seriously injured my friend and now we’re going to sue you!” One of the straight guys says to the gay, “Why don’t you suck me.” At this the gay says to his buddy, “Charlie, get up. They want to settle out of court.”

Movie Review: Milk and Straight

On Monday night i came home early, i was so bored as usual so i went to this video shop in Besant nagar which is nearby ICICI bank. Earlier i used to go to their another branch which is in Gandhi nagar, Adyar. But now they have closed this shop in adyar, so i had to go Besant nagar. One good thing about this video shop is you can find plenty of gay themed movies here. They might have more than 50 movies as such. Here is some of the movies i have seen recently

1. Brokeback mountain
2. Transamerica
3. Bad Education
4. My best friend
5. Sugar
6. Birdcage
7. Boys in Love
8. The 24th day
9. Boys dont cry
10. Boy culture
11. Pink Mirror

The quality of the movies are really good. So this time i took 2 movies Milk and Straight and i have watched it. The Oscar winning movie Milk really deserve an Oscar especially the Sean Penn. If any of you guys who havnt seen it yet must straight away go to your nearby video shop and get it.

Milk is a movie about a Gay Rights activist Harvey Milk who lived in 70's in United States. Harvey is a middle aged man who was earlier working for an Insurance company, then shifted to San Francisco along with his cute boy friend Scott. They both open a small shop there and started involving in Gay rights activities. Harvey realizes that only by gaining administrative power in the government he'd be able to acheive his goals, so polls in elections. After a long struggle and few failures finally Harvey was elected and chosen to represent the city. Harvey had an opponent in the representative house named Dan White, who is a homophobic. Finally after achieving some of his goals like no gender discrimination for public jobs etc Harvey Milk was shot dead by Dan White.

Though the movie is a biography but it was filmed beautifully, especially the first meeting between Milk and his lover Scott in the subway, Milk responding to media, Debating with politicians on gay issues etc. In one such debate Milk's opponent said that the gay teachers are preaching homosexuality to kids which might make turn the kids into gays, to which Milk asked his opponent "How can you teach homosexuality, like you teach French?" and "I was born for hetrosexual parents, taught by hetrosexual teachers, can you tell me why iam still gay?", he continued "Nobody becomes gay, nobody can teach homosexuality, we are born with it"...(well, its true). The movie is an eye opener for those hetrosexuals who thinks that homosexuality is just about sexual convenience or like a fashion statement. The movie showcase the hard struggle for gay freedom in 1970's. No freedom or rights been achieved without struggle or fight. . He said in the movie that unless untill gays come out of their closet, they will live like a third grade citizen without basic rights to live their life (i truly agree).

In contrast, i have seen another gay theme movie which is ofcourse a Hindi Film, Straight. Straight is a stupid gay stereotype movie which talks about a straight guy who thinks he is gay. When he hires a beautiful indian girl and a handsome punjabi guy in his restaurant, he thinks both are in love with him. When the punjabi guy kisses him in his restaurant suddenly he thinks he is actually gay, but he is not. Finally the straight stupid release a sigh of relief when he finds out he is straight and in love with the beautiful girl. Normally in Hindi movies, the bad guy will be a dark skin guy, with unbrushed hair, big moustache or beard, with an ugly voice. But here in Straight it is the homosexuality which plays a bad guy role. Though the director is a women and she tried her best to portray the movie as a gay supportive but she still cant resist it from being gay stereotype, once again another Hindi movie making jokes about gay. How long will Bollywood continue to do this...Dostana, Fashion and now Straight, personally i dont see any difference...Long live Bollywood.

Funny Note: Somebody sent me a link recently to let me find out whether iam gay or straight. It is a quiz, at the end of the quiz it will show a result and tell you if you are a gay or straight. The funny part is that the quiz adjudged me as pure straight...Somebody should straighten up this quiz master please...Link http://specials.rediff.com/getahead/2009/mar/02quiz1-male-straight-or-gay.htm

Gay blogs from India

Well, im preparing a list of gay blogs from India on various topic to provide and connect it to my new website. Readers who knows such blogs can recommend it to me anytime. I know that there are so many indian bloggers who are writing on gay issues. But it is not easier to find it even in Google search...so help me guys

Boyztown - Gay clubs and bars

I have been thinking of writing about Pattaya for sometime, but trust me, there were so many other important things needed to be addressed earlier. In 2007 there was this colleaque of mine who went to Pattaya, Thailand to celebrate his New year. This guy Arvis was obviously one of the hottest guy in our office and when he told me that he is going to Pattaya, i was curious to find out about Pattaya. I never knew about Arvis sexuality untill he told me that he is leaving for Pattaya. After 2 days of resistance i took him for drinks and i asked him if he is a gay. Though he was embarrassed in the beginning finally he accepted it. I told him my desire to join him on that tour, but i couldnt make it since my dad once again went for a medical treatment i had to stay back. Might be one day i will go to my dreamland and enjoy the beauty.

Pattaya is a small town just few hours travelling from Bangkok, the capital city of Thailand. Thailand government let this small town grow as a dedicated gay entertainment to promote their tourism. More than 200 entertainment centres in Pattaya Boyztown includes beautiful beaches, go go bars, discotheques, nightclubs, massage parlours and hotels for gays. Pattaya is known for its cabaret revues featuring kathoeys (male-to-female transsexuals), with Alcazar and Tiffany's being the largest and most elaborate.

Thailand boys are one of the most handsome men in Asia. They have this indian-chinese origin in their skin and beauty. Naturally Thai boys have this gay tendecies, so most of the gay prostitutes might not be really gay in orientation. If you have any doubt about Thai boy's looks remember actor Tony Jha (movie star of One man army, mo Thai)

Pattaya is also known for Gays which celebrates several gay pride rallies and gay festivals at the time of New year. Millions of gay tourist visit this beautiful city every year along with their partner. Gay prostitutes ranges from age 15 to 50 are available and they look stunningly handsome. Pattaya is also one of the cheapest tourism destination in the world. Though there are petty crime in this town, still there is no stopping for Gays.

Along with Bangkok and Pattaya, Thailand has thousands of Gay prostitutes, strip teasers, gay masseurs and guides. Approximately if you have a mininum of Rs.30,ooo as a pair the whole Thailand tour package can be done and you can spend more than 3 days here since the hotels and food are affordable. Several Indian tourism agents organising tour packages to Pattaya, Bangkok, so you dont have to depend upon some unknown foreign agents. Hotel bookings and flight reservations can be done through credit card from our Indian tourist agents.

Not only Pattaya Boyztown there are several such villages in the world. Such dedicated gay villages in Canada, Swedon , United States, Ireland, Mexico, Brazil, South Africa and several other European Countries does exist. As we spend so much money on unwanted ways we can save some money and visit these places along with our boyfriend to have one hell of time. As they said "Good boys go to heaven, bad boys go to Pattaya", i dont mind being a bad boy and have one hell of experience in my life.

Though Pattaya boyztown provides plenty of lifetime entertainment, there are few things that tourist should be careful of.

1. As there are thousands of cute and young gay prostitutes, you might be tempted to go ahead with them, but always make sure to have safe sex to prevent you from AIDS etc
2. Petty crime rate is high, so never visit this place alone and make sure your money is safe, it is always better to have safety measures incase of money theft, have a back-up plan
3. Better learn swimming before you think about diving into the Pattaya beaches. Though some beaches are not really deep, you can visibly see the sand below the water.
4. Be cautious about Food and water. As being spicy Indian you may not like Thai foods, so better prepared.
5. And never take your committed boyfriend to this place. He might not let you have fun, better take some gay friend.

I just hope there will be one such place exist in India. But that may never going to happen, hopefully Government of Goa will come up with such an idea in the future. But it may also require legal approval. Oh my god, why am i being gay in a straight country?

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Gay cruising spot in Chennai Marina

if you are a gay, there are 100 reasons to visit Marina Gay spot on sundays. Well, if you are not, spare me the horror. One of my funny gay friend recently told me when i said Chennai gay life sucks...After a deep thought and little bit half minded i agreed when another friend Sam asked me to come to Marina. I would like to remind to all those innocent(?) guys who are quite new to this blog that there is a official(!) gay spot in Chennai Marina Beach. Behind Kannagi Statue on the footpath next to swimming pool on every sunday you can see hundreds of gays sitting, chatting and cruising. There are several groups who regularly meet their and chat. If you are expecting any kind gay explicit scenes you might be disappointed. Remember it is just a meeting point.

I was there in January and then i didnt go there. To be honest i was not very comfortable with the place, i felt bit nervous when hundreds of guys staring at me. But i got few decent friends from my last visit like Surya, Vishnu, Rahul, Rohit, Sam etc... I went with Roz and we both enjoyed the scene. Suddenly i felt where i belong, my Gay world. Guys ages from 16 to 60 were there. College and school students, software engineers, government staffs, uncles, daddies even grandpa's...One good thing about the spot is no one will come and talk to you unless untill if you are giving them open signal. When i asked Sam about it he told me that most of the guys are afraid of being rejected. So only if they think you are interested in them they will never approach you. Well, it makes lot of meaning.

Trust me, I was never a dump ass. Guys in my college used to call me Cocky, Dont ask me why, ok?...So i wanted to be the same cocky this time when i visited Marina, last time i was so nervous that i didnt even look at anyone. Though there were several guys i found really attractive i was just there idle and went home empty handed... dump ass, isnt it?

I saw few friends whom i know before through guys4men.com. Teja is a classical dancer whom i met last year and we became good friends then. Though we both are never really physically attracted to each other, we had so many things to talk all the time. Teja liked the character Emmett in Queer as folks. I guess after watching the drama Teja wanted to imitate Emmett and tried to speak and walk like the way he did. I never into Campy gays, so i didnt encourage him on the subject. I also met another friend Pr who is a engineering student, we met long time back in Besant nagar beach, though we both liked each other we didnt meet again.

Onething i must say it is so wonderful to be with friends who are gays. You share a common platform and you never have to think and talk. If you visit Marina thrice you will easily find a group of friends, suddenly the world seems to be so Gay then. I have been to several major cities in India, but i must admit there is not one such Gay spot as Marina. According to my stats atleast 50,000 gays are living in Chennai, which i guess is a minimum guess. If i go by the stats of the World Health Organisation's 2.3 % gay population in India, then it crosses 2 Lakhs gays in Chennai. One of my straight friend recently told me that there is going to be a Gay pride rally in Chennai this year, i hope lot of transgenders will be on the scene, but participation of gays and bisexuals is doubtful. The funny part is that my straight friend knows this gay pride when i have no clue about it. Oh yeah, the world is so gay, now you know why i said Chennai sucks...

One of our regular follower Siva asked me to inform you guys about the dedicated gay section in Indian Express on every Saturday. Ofcourse i have known it earlier and been reading it for sometime. There is this one full page dedicated for LGBT issues, there is also a news column on the left, which will provide you the details of latest gay news in the world. Recent one is Swedish government passed a law to legalise Gay marriages. Dont ask me when it is going to happen in India, probably never, probably my grand son might marry his boyfriend (hopefully he is a gay).

As we all know that there are several countries approved Gay sex and marriages. Most of them are European countries. Recently in Iraq two gays were sentenced to imprisonment for involving in gay sex. Guys who would like to know more about countries which recognized Gays and gay marriages can visit the below link.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/LGBT_rights_by_country_or_territory

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Chennai gays Coming out

"There is this part of us which thinks that we dont deserved to be loved

So when you find someone whom you cant have and who can never fall in love with you

You fantasies that one day he falls in love with you and sees that what he is really missing

But it never happens, before you realize it you will celebrating your 40th or 50th birthday

So find someone who can love you, find someone who loves you , find someone for real"

I was watching Queer as folks once again on Thursday night and Ted was saying this to Michael which might be suitable for all of us. But even though we know the above statement, we cant control our mind infact sometimes i have no control over anything in my life. Call it 'curse of gays' or 'ultimate evil' or whatever, but when there is this hot guy sleeping next to you, breathing heavily and when seeing his beautiful skin, lips and hair, dont tell me you felt nothing at that moment.

What is that meaning of being Gay? having sex with guys and act straight? falling in love with guys? looking for a life gay partner? or doing a transgender operation in Mumbai and visit Koovaagam once in a year? what is it?...trust me guys, i have no answer to these questions either. To be honest in India we are way behind gay issues. There are so many highly educated or slum homophobics living in India, who thinks homosexuality is a sexual preference, chosen by guys for sexual comforts and easier approach. Same way hundreds of indian gays thinks that being gay is only about sucking and fucking. It is understandable for those vagina obsessed hetrosexuals thinking that homosexuality is a disease or mental disorder, but it is highly irritating when i speak to most of the chennai gays who thinks it is all about sex.

Recently i received an anonymous personal mail from a gayish homophobic guy, who somehow managed to sneak into our blog, viewed almost all the postings (including the pictures of indian hot guys). He advised me not to write such gay blog, not to involve in gay activities etc. He said homosex is something which against nature, god, religion and culture. He asked me to go for a medical treatment to cure my homosexual disease and find a girl.

He was so afraid that i might miss his email, so he sent thrice to me, he even posted 2 comments in our blog which i have deleted recently. Normally when someone says anything against gays i will be furious and go mad at them. But this time i felt disappointed, frustrated and demotivated. One of my friend told me that if i can have sex with girl why not i convert myself to a straight life from gay. I went silent and refused to reply my friend. He was such a stupid to say so even after known me for years.

Rather than blaming the hetrosexual society, family restrictions, indian culture, government laws, police etc, we should blame ourself. We should be ashamed of not having atleast one gay portal from india which discusses Indian gay issues. Those who came out of the closet and pronounced themself are transgenders and cross dressers not all those hi-fi gays who thinks they are so manly who have no courage to accept the truth to himself.

Last time when my 6 year old niece scored less in a subject she blamed her teacher, school, parents, books, bag, cartoons etc. She even blamed her pencil and notebooks. After 3 days of continuous conversation with her, i let her realize her mistakes and less effort to score in the subject. If a 6 year old kid can realize and recognise her mistakes in 3 days, why are we not realising our orientation and accept the truth even after 25 years of our life. Shame on us...

We have become so dependent on our parents even after 25 years which is forcing us to let them drive our life, take decisions on whom we should be living with for the remaining 50 years, they are even deciding what kind of sex we should be having and what we should wear etc. Guys who cant accept this truth and still telling me that we are doing it for the love of our parent are very well live forever in lie and kill their self pride.

I love my mom and dad, they love me too, im their only son, but that doesnt mean i should hide the truth of my life, live like a coward all my life, destroy an innocent girl's life and cheaply believe that my affection on her is love.

Like Brian Kinney in Queer as folks said "Im gay, im queer, im a cock sucker, i like guys, i love them, i fuck asses, i get fucked, im a homosexual, im an ultimate evil...if anyone judges me here and tells me how i should live, i will say fuck-off, you are not my god". I said all these things with furious voice, red eyes and a cracked throat to my best friend Subash who is a straight, he almost cried. I have seen tears in his eyes, warming my hot shoulders and holding my hands. He told me "Yaar, you have got every right to live the way you want and if anyone stopping you, i will kill them".

Friends like Subash, Ar continue to encourage and accept my sexuality which leads my life in a confident way.

Guys, i have started this blog not just to tell you my sexual adventures, neither posting fair skin model's nude pictures, i have started this blog to bring awareness among millions of teenagers and youngsters in Chennai and Bangalore who are living in lie, struggling in homophobic straight society, confused and scared about their future, have no clue about what is happening in Gay world. I would request you to help me bring more such young boys to our blog and help us to form a Gay world in Chennai who shares happiness and knowledge. Middle aged gaymen have their own matured ways of helping themself and come out of situations, but to the future of young Gays not to suffer the way you had and live a lie, it is a bound duty to lay a path to our future generation in India.

Regards

Vikki

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Funny yahoo chat room and my one night stand

Last evening i was so horny and desperate, call me as sex-obsessed lad or whatever but i was looking for an one night stand then. As usual yahoo chat room 9 was filled with lunatics and sex maniacs. I was afraid that i might ended up meeting some incest or foot fetish gay man and screw my entire pleasant evening. So i was careful enough not to post any inviting ads in the chat room. There were 50 guys online all the time, informing everybody about the availability of place for that night. Few of them selling their areas enquiring that if anybody available nearby. I laughed at a guy who mentioned the whole north Chennai. At that point of time i could remember a famous incident in Mahabharatha when Arjuna was looking for an giant elephant which can place its four legs in four different direction. I thought if i could have such an elephant i could be at Anna nagar, Besant nagar, Tambaram and Royapuram at the same time and meet guys. Well, im neither an Arjuna nor a sex machine to have sex 4 times on the same day. So i have decided to play an audience role and watch the funny gay world going crazy on a friday night. There were so many self advertisement ranging from their long cocks to sharp nipples. One guy was giving description about the moves of his boobs while getting fucked (oh,man that was horrible). Almost everybody were trying to arrange for a one-night stand for their weekend. There is not even one guy looking for a friend or something including myself (shame on me,rite?). Finally i spoke to a guy who is from Nagpur his name is Suren (name changed). Though there is no guarantee in Chennai whom you will be ended up in a blind dating i wanted him to show his pictures. Suren told me that he didnt have any of his pictures on the net to show me and told me that he is neither a hunk nor great looking guy, just an average looking guy.

I liked his honest approach and assured him that i will meet him oneday for sure. After 40 minutes of chatting i have shown him one of my recent picture. Suren told me that he has a friend who is looking for a guy like me and that his friend is really a hottie. I was now bit interested, you cant complaint me for being so skin obsessed lad, i would like to remind you that im just young and may not be pretty matured in dating etc. I was still doubtful in meeting Suren's friend, because of the lack of faith in finding my dream date or someone as manly as me in Chennai gay world. Most of them in the chat room are either so elder than me or they are so feminine, they are definitely not my type, especially for sex. So i wanted to meet Suren's friend somewhere in public and decide. Suren accepted my offer with one condition, if i liked his friend i should take Suren along with him and have threesome. Well, im not pretty much into groups or threesome but felt bit curious to go ahead.

I met Suren and his friend Shan (name changed) at Coffee day, i must say that Shan was really hot. If i have ever dreamt of having sex with a guy on a party night he fulfilled all the features of my dream date. And fortunately he liked me too. Shan is a Rajasthani guy with perfect features all over from top to bottom, he was looking like a greek god who came as my Saviour of Sexology. And he smiled at me.
What would you like to do for a smile from a good looking boy?

1. You can tear your clothes in the middle of the busy Adyar road and tell him that you born to have sex with him
2. You could kidnap him then and there and take him to beach at midnight to have a wild night sex and frighten all the crabs and sex starved policemen on the sea shore
3. You would like to kill as many as you can just to have his appreciative smile
4. You can lie on his lap and look at his handsome face non-stop for 48 hours and apply for a Guinness record
5. You can go for a gender transfer operation straight away to make sure he keeps his beautiful organ on the right place.

Well, i didnt do any of the above and stood still, but i must admit i lost myself for that beautiful smile. It was one of the most beautiful smile and lips i have ever seen. Unfortunately the meeting didnt take longer, Suren and Shan left the Coffee day without saying anything, neither am i. Last night at 8pm Suren called me and said he will be coming along with Shan. I was delighted again and cleaned my bedroom, you can guess what i was hoping to get that night. They have arrived shortly. I had a nice chat with them and learned that Suren and Shan are not just close friends but also relatives. I have guessed that Suren is somehow in love with Shan and he arranged this threesome date to please Shan. Suren was low in confidence about his looks and he thinks he is not a perfect match for Shan by looks, i felt it as a bullshit.

In the beginning of sex Suren was bit involved but after 10 minutes he withdrawn himself and told me and Shan that he would like to watch television and asked us to carry on. I was quite surprised with his approach and thought that he is kinda of fooling himself. I maintained decency as usual and didnt speak about Suren to Shan (well, it is none of my business anyway). But i liked Shan he was so decent, focused, aggresive and very friendly. And he liked me too. Its funny he thought im the hottest guy in Chennai (dont post your hatred comments to me for making self advertisement, remember the word i said 'funny'). Normally Rajasthani guys are very aggresive in sex and they are passionate too. Finally he made the saturday night sex as one of the most memorabilla. Shan called me again this morning and said he wanted to meet me quite often and would like to be my friend rather than just being an one-night stand (i can hear you murmuring 'Lucky bitch')

100 reasons for being GAY

Last evening i was bit bored and felt lonely, so i called AR who is one of my straight friend and also my best friend. I asked him if he is free to come home. I must say he is an angel, whatever the circumstances, he will always give me the first preference. So he said he will come. He came to my house after my dinner time and togather we started watching the news channels. We both saw the news flashed on the screen which is about IPL shifting its venue to outside of India. We both were disappointed and shocked by the news. Because last time when IPL matches were on we as a group of friends went for couple of matches and watched it from Chepauk. I must say it was like heaven, sitting among 40,000 people, cheering, shouting and watching players like Dhoni, Yuvraj, Hayden and Ponting, truly it was amazing. This time we had plans to buy tickets too, so we had all the reasons to be disappointed this time. AR was literally shouting at me as if im the reason for the shifting of IPL this time (to give a clue about my friend AR's cricket knowledge, last time when Ganguly was being caught by Raina in the long-on trying to hit a six, but unfortunately my friend AR thought it was an LBW decision and he was jumping in joy)

Suddenly there was a power cut in Electricity supply, me and AR had to wait for nearly an hour. We both started singing songs and enjoyed the moment. AR is a terrible singer and he got a voice which sounds like tod in the rainy season, but somehow he believes that his voice matches some of the lead singers in the industry. i was literally praying that the current will be back asap so that i can escape from his music display. Thank god the power supply was back then.

We were back in my bedroom started an argument about Indian Politics at 1' o clock midnight. Whenever we are togather there will be an argument one way or other. As being a maths graduate and also an analyst in profession i always add stats in my arguments which will put AR nowhere most of the time. He was trying to fight with me in regards some of the mistakes done by our great Indian Political Leaders of the past, some of them are the pillars of our Freedom Struggle against British. Though AR had some valubale points about the mistakes of these leaders in the past which changed the course of the history, but AR tried to blame me for all these mistakes as if i was the one who nominated these leaders in 1940's and 1950's. His voice was so high which frightened me that he might bring all my neighbour's complaints in the morning. I tried to calm him down and changed the topic.

The topic moved into more personal issues like our lifestyle and choices. Suddenly AR started talking about my sexuality. He is one of my two bestfriends who knows im Gay. He had this serious doubt about me being Gay and he always consider me as a Straight guy. Here goes the conversation

AR asked me "Why do u think you are a Gay?"

I told him "well, i like guys, i like cocks, i fall in love with guys. Doesnt that mean im Gay?"

AR was shaking his head unapprovingly now and said "Then why you have had sex with Girls before"

I said "Well, it was an accident, done by on demands"

AR said "No, if you are gay, you shouldnt liked the sex with girls, isnt it?"

I said "well no, being gay is not only my sexual preference but it is my lifestyle preference, i cant fall in love with a girl, but i can have sex with them"

AR was furious now and said "what is that mean? i guess you are confused"

I said "no, im not, if i see a girl in nude i dont get an erection, only when they touch me i will be excited. But in a guy's case if i see him in nude i will be having a hard-on, he doesnt even have to touch me, even if he looks at me that will excite me more"

AR said "So being Gay is only for sex, right?"

I said "well, according to me, not every good looking guy attracts me. its more of liking him mentally then shifting onto physically to know him more"

AR was now totally confused, he said its getting late now, so he went to sleep. When i was sleeping next to him and listening to his snoring. I felt bit of relaxed and thankful to him. Not only he cares for me and being their for me when i needed, i can also have this kind of conversation about my sexuality with him without any uneasiness. He always gives me the comfort to share my feelings, once i even told him that im in love with him knowing that he is a straight guy. Friend like AR is a gift to a gay guy like me. No matter whether he is blunt in Cricket knowledge or sings with a horrible voice or snores like bear i simply value the friendship with him. I will never spoil our wonderful friendship for a matter of 2 minutes sexual desire. It is difficult to find someone like him who can open up conversation with you and bring your inner feelings which answers your deep thought questions.

Vote for the Cause

OK, after long time i have got a voter's card, im going to vote in this election. My dad was really furious on me for not voting in the last assembly election. Remember there was an assembly election sometime back in Karnataka. My dad gave me a book titled "Parliament" and asked me to read it to have some knowledge about Election and Parliament. I seriously started thinking about whom to vote for this time and i ended up confused as usual. Well, you cannot blame me, blame our political system.

When i read the Parliament book, i believe most of us misunderstood our political system or constitution. Our constitution law clearly states that it is not a type of US president rule system neither it is a one party governance rule. Our fore fathers clearly understand our country and also the diversities of people. Going through our consitution methods we dont really need a one party rule government for India. By our constitution methodology anyone can contest in an election, it doesnt mean that they have to belong to any particular party. Voters can vote for anyone who he thinks is the right candidate to his constitution. By this way after the representatives are selected they can choose the right people for cabinet and the cabinet will select the prime minister. There is really no need to announce your prime ministerial candidate before the election. Because our government is not a one man rule. It is governed by cabinet ministers. The head of the cabinet who is the PM cannot even take decision on his own. It has to come from the recommendation of the Cabinet. So our government system is kind of Cabinet rule governance unlike UK or US, it is kind of French government system. There is no real need for a ruling party or an opponent party in the Parliament/Assembly either. Bills and policies can be supported or opposed by any representative of the house. Kind of confused, huh...Well when you notice the current indian politics dominated by nearly 40 regional parties. One party governance or an opposition party is not possible at all. Our fore fathers have understood this and sighted the future clearly. They are really great and wise.

So what im trying to say here is there are lot of confusion in these 60 years of understanding our political system. A voters responsibility is not to worry about which party going to rule the country/state or who is going to be the next PM/CM. Our responsibility is to choose a right candidate from our constitution who can deliver our needs, he can even be an individual. If the 7 billion voters understood this i guess most of the problems in our political system and governance will be solved. But the political parties and leaders have strongly rooted in our mind for last 60 years, so it is difficult to change our mindset when we go for voting.

To all my gay friends, i request you to seriously consider the gay rights issues and basic human rights issues of our Country before going for voting. If we could find few representatives in Parliament who can raise their voice to support Gay and human rights issues, the future of the next generation will benefit a lot. I found few people who are contesting in this election who will support our cause. But unfortunately they are not contesting in my constitution, probably somewhere. Please remember fundamentalists will never support our cause and leaders who sound so forward thinking are not the same on Gay issues. Hmmm...confused again.

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My holiday special

Last friday i went to my aunt's house in Madurai to celebrate my niece's birthday and spent 3 days at there having fun with my aunt's family, well it was nice. Madurai is a busy little city with plenty of people seems to be occupied with politics, cinema and tamil channels gossips. I have already been there twice and now it has become one of my favourite place to spend holidays. My aunt living with a joint family, where i have plenty of relatives to hang around. Both my aunt and her family really cares for me and they seems always in a happy mood. Apart from that my aunt is also a great cook. Im not really fond of spicy food since im a typical Coorgi guy, knowing it my aunt always makes sure that the dishes are not really spicy.

I have a 17 year old cousin there, his name is Nishant, doing his first year engineering. He is one of my favourite cousin since i have seen him from baby. He is a cute little boy (not little right now), always curious to learn things from me. I taught him to play instruments (i mean music), to ride bikes etc...So whenever i go there, we will roam around the city, watch movies stuff like that. I have been there 4 years before, so i was little more excited to see him again and wanted to know how he is doing in his college. I met Nishant then, he is now a really grown up as a handsome boy, grown his hair and changed his outfits too. He was very eager to meet me again and promised me that he will introduce his friends and share his fun stories with me. We both went togather all three days and check out the city.

Madurai is a vibrant city as usual now, people even call it as a sleepless city and i agree that. You can even walk in at midnight and find hot parottas in stalls. I always find guys in madurai are somewhat gayish, im not sure why may be because of the lack of access to girls. Guys are tall, dark, stylish, trendy and very manly. They will be always staring at you all the time, Strange, isnt it? I went to a browsing centre alone to check out our blog, found more views and few new followers. When i checked the browsing history of the system (accidently!) somebody already have accessed guys4men.com there. I was happy to find that the website have reached a remote city too.

Back home i had my dinner, it was delicious as usual including my favourite Prawn masala and Raitha. Nishant was waiting for me in his bedroom with a new guy and introduced me as his close friend. Boy, his close friend is really a handsome hunk with cute pink lips and shiny eyes, i guess his name is Sam. Sam smiled at me and he said he is very interested to learn guitar from me. I promised him that i will bring my guitar next time (hopefully). Nishant was some what nervous today and keep on staring at Sam once in a while, i felt that something different about my Cousin for the first time. I never thought anything sexually about him, i always treated him as a funny little boy then. Sam shook his hands with me, said goodnight and left the bedroom. His hands were smooth and soft, i kind of felt a bit of chemistry on him.

To change my naughty thoughts about a under aged boy, i started talking with Nishant and asked him about his college. Nishant seems to be really having wonderful time in his new college, i heard about his college before and it is one of the best college in the state. Nishant is really fond of his new friend Sam and was talking about Sam so much, i felt uneasy and tried to change the topic, but Nishant was reluctant, he keep on talking about Sam and told me how he felt about his close friend (remember he is not a best friend, but a close friend). When a guy says Close friend there is lot of meaning to it. Nishant told me that he was waiting for me to talk about Sam, since he felt no one to share his feelings about Sam. I told Nishant his feelings for Sam is nothing wrong and quite natural at his age. I told him that he should make sure that he is not avoiding his other friends inspite of Sam and asked him to mingle with a group of friends, instead of isolating himself along with Sam.

I felt sleepy because of the long travel last night, so i have changed my clothes and wore my shorts and t-shirts. Nishant was watching me curiously and smiled at me. I asked him why he was smiling. Nishant said i have grown up bigger these days, i could understand what he was meaning at. I told him "Well, i you have grown up too, i can still remember you wandering around the house without trousers". We both laughed then. Nishant asked me how often i masturbate. I told him not quite often these days, since im not really finding time. He asked when was the last time i masturbated. I said i dont really remember. He asked me that one of his friend told him that there are 16 ways of masturbating. I laughed at the question and told him i dont really know 16 ways, know just one favourite way and doing it for a very long time. Nishant told me that his friend taught him few methods and it was really erotic. He said he can teach me if he i wanted. I felt awkward again, i cannot think about sex when im with my little cousin. He is my same blood, probably we both have same kind of cock. The thought was disgusting. I felt bit of uneasy and tried to change the topic again. Nishant was furious now and told me that i have promised him earlier that i will share everything with him. I dont want to say anything now and make him feel guilty about sex. I must admit that i kind of gave up, even though he is my cousin, he is a grown up handsome boy now and after all im gay.

I looked at him straight went close and sat next to him. I watched his cute face, he was very tensed and kind of shaky now. He was strong and so bold few minutes,suddenly seems to be vanished. I put my hands on his shoulders, told him after all we are cousins and asked him to relax. He smiled at me again. I asked him to teach me the several ways of masturbating. As if waiting for my permission, he moved his hands to my crotch and taking control of my belongings. I was shocked of his sexual knowledge. I asked him where did he learnt this. He said he downloaded few gay movies from internet. I removed his jeans and briefs. He is really a grown up boy. I saw his young body in nude. I kind of proud of my little cousin having a beautiful body and his manliness (kind of family heritage i guess...lol).

After an hour, finishing of our warm up sessions. We had a nice little conversation. Nishant told me that he was waiting for my arrival for sometime and wanted to lose his virginity to his favourite cousin. He wanted to have sexual experiences and said he is more relaxed to do it with me. I asked him about his feelings towards Sam. Nishant told me that he is in love with him. I told him that it might be an infatuation and asked him to either stay away from Sam or have sex with him right away. Nishant agreed with me. Im damn sure Sam will never say no to my handsome cousin.

I returned back to Chennai on Monday night by bus. Again i was sitting next to a cute guy, it seems my long halt to sex for few months is turning out to be a serial of sexual encounters in this holiday. This time it was me made the first move towards the guy and had fun all night in the bus. Strange...Can someone tell me is there no one who is not gay today?

One night with the God

On Thursday night i was sitting alone watching tv as usual. These days i am addicted to News channels and finding it extremely hard to get out of it. These news channels have become increasingly stereotypes, one dimensional and very much commercial. Almost all the news readers are screaming in high pitch tone. Gossips have become news, sources have become officials these days...Quite funny

So i was so irrirated by these noise makers, sitting idle and trying to do something interesting. Suddenly i heard some music from my bedroom, remember i was sitting in the hall. Seems somebody was playing my guitar from my room. With cautions, i went to my bedroom and lost my breath when i found someone sitting in my bed and playing my guitar. Suddenly all the Hitchcock's movies and horror films came back to my mind and played a thriller in my heart. I tried my best to bring back my senses and trying to understand what is happening infront of me. A guy wearing a white shirt and some kind of black jersey must be in his early 30's who is fair and clean shaven sitting in my bed. I have no idea how he got into my bedroom. To be honest i had no idea what to do next. The guy was now looking at me and gave a smile. It was assuring and calm.
I tried to take control of the happenings and asked him "Who are you? What are you doing here?

He smiled at me again and said "I liked your guitar, its really a nice one, just needed some fine tuning".

I got irritated by this response and asked him once again "Who are you, first tell me"

He now starred at my eyes straightaway and said politely "Iam God"

I dont know how you would have reacted if you were in my shoes, but i thought it as a joke. May be this guy is a terrorist trying to hostage me to seek rampsom from the government or some thief trying to steal my valuable 12 years old poor guitar. Well, i have no idea. I have decided to find out who he really was, the only way to make sure if he is a god, i have to test his powers or knowledge stuff like that. So i have decided to ask him few questions about myself which no one knows (even i myself dont know or not sure about).

" If you are a God, can you tell me who is the first crush of my life?" , well it was very innocent of me to ask him such stupid question, i agree

He quietly said "i guess it was your maths tution master in your 8th standard, you were sitting with him in his terrace, looking at the dark sky and listening his descriptions about stars, you saw his hair falling over his eyes in the moonlight, you thought he is the most good looking guy"

Well at that moment i had no idea what to say, because every word this God said is true. Now watching the God closely. He looked beautiful but i cant say he was handsome because there was so much of feminine in him. He looked like kind of sissy. If God is gay, i guess he might be a bottom. Well, what he is doing here ? What he wants from me? is he gonna ask me to fuck him? i will say "no way dude, sorry mate you are not my type"

God was now staring at me too, he said " Vikki, you have grown up fast, i can still remembering you roaming around with your trousers when you were 4 years old, asking your grandma to tell you the bible stories, you have grown up as a handsome boy today"

Well, i was little embarassed now, i never felt awkward for a compliment, but getting it from God is something different, right? Now i feel bit relaxed after the initial tensions of meeting God, my mind started thinking, suddenly all my angers i have kept down under my heart for being born as Gay and couldnt live a normal straight guy arised. I was even furious then on God for making me a Gay and let me suffer in the straight world. I wanted to ask him all those fierce questions and ask him for justice. May be i should use this opportunity to let him turn me as Straight guy, find a girl and marry.

" I believe you are the God, but tell me why you made me as Gay? Why you are letting me suffer everyday? Why are you so partial on me when all other guys are straight and living happily?" i asked him in anger.

God suddenly went silent, i guess he was going to say that 'its my karma' or something like that.

God said "well, what happened to you today, i thought you dont believe in these partiality of sexual differences, you know that its just a matter of choice. male/female, gay/straight, top/bottom, hindu/muslim all these things are man made one. you cant blame me for this. you guys created it, suffering now"

I was even more frustrated now "you cannot just wash your hands, you have the power to change things"

God said "well, how many things you wanted me to change, millions? you have no idea how many prayers i have to answer everyday, i have tremendous pressure these days"

It was funny to hear about work pressure from God, who would have thought that even God is feeling pressure.

"so you dont have answers or solution to solve my problem, i have to be gay all my life and live alone, isnt it?" i asked God

God now was smiling at me and said "well, i gave you plenty of chances to find your love, but you missed them, its your fault"

"oh yeah, i know it, but is that the way my life is going to be, do i have to suffer ? cant i live normal like straight " i was a bit frustrated now

"well, you know that you cant be straight now, but you can find your love if you really wanted to" God replied me

"i dont know if he really exist, how can i find him" i asked him again

God said "i will continue to give you opportunities, there are guys out there who likes you, its upto you to get them"

"fine, so you are not going to help me anything, why did you come here?" i asked him irated

"i came here to see one of my beloved boy, i came here to let you spread my message to all your gay friends" God told me

"Well, you are trying to use me, just like you have used Jesus and Buddha, well, im not a dumb like them, why should i do it, what do i gain"

God said "i know you will do it, thats what you are , dumb" he said with a smile I smiled at him now, he was so smart and its hard to win him.

He continued to talk now "Vikki, i know that you are not comfortable about what you are, but you are a strong boy and know what you are doing. Dont put yourself down, dont feel bad about being gay or bisexual or bottom or top or whatever, you cant change it, but what you can change is your mindset, you can find ways to live happily, you can find ways to achieve your ambitions, you can find ways to be successful, you are blaming me for making you Gay, if you think its a weakness, remember i have given you plenty of strengths that a straight guys dont have, i have given you writing skills, i have given you talent to understand people, i have given you ability to get out of any trouble, i have given you experience to be successful, just find what you can do to be successful, what you can do to make your life more successful and do it, just believe in what you are doing, never have second thoughts, keep working"

I asked him " so, are you going to tell me the message to let my friends know?"

God calmly said "i already told you the message" and he disappeared.

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Spiderman and my beautiful mind

Iam not sure if you have seen the movie "A beautiful mind". But if somebody asked me to do films i will take a movie about a beautiful mind. There will be millions of thoughts wandering around your mind at the same time when the crush of your life sitting closer to you. In Zen it says like this "If the mind is empty, it is always ready for anything; it is open to everything. In the beginner's mind there are many possibilities, in the expert's mind there are few". I must call myself expert now because it is always occupied with one thought that is Gay.

Last year i have got a new friend in my neighbourhood Vinoth. Vinoth is a 20 years old mallu boy living next door. He has broken his leg in an accident while trying to do wheeling, he is currently taking rest at home and almost discontinued his college. I must say he is a hunk with long hairs, fair and tall, broad chest, sexy lips and cute eyes. I used to go for a smoke at the terrace, and i will meet him daily. He will be always there wearing some faded jeans, t-shirts and a boyish smile. Lately he has been asked to stay at home to take rest, so he is bored out of loneliness. So whenever he finds me he will talk a lot and in a shortwhile we have become friends. Iam not really sure of his intentions or interests. I really find him very attractive and friendly, but its also in my inner mind which controls me from falling in love with a straight guy.

Last week me and Vinoth were watching the movie "Spiderman" in his house. Somehow the movie has become my favourite, either its because of the innocent looks of Toby Macguire or its because of the superhero status of the Spiderman adventures, but there is something Gay about Spiderman-2. Vinoth was having a conversation with me while watching the movie. I was so desperate today to express my feelings to him, there was something different about his whole approach today starting from inviting to his house and also the way he was looking at me, period.

Here is the conversation with the background dialogues of Spiderman-2 and also the thoughts of my beautiful mind. This is what you call as Threesome...

Vinoth: You look so different today, new hair style, huh?
Me: What? (i was not actually heard what Vinoth said, spiderman was now in his bedroom shirtless, Vinoth was glancing at me from the corner of his eyes, Wow, his eyes? i felt restless now and pretending like watching the movie)
(Spiderman-2: I said, um, 'Spider-Man,' I said, 'the great thing about M.J. is when you look in her eyes, and she looks back in yours, everything feels not quite normal, because you feel strong—and weak at the same time. You feel excited, and at the same time terrified. The truth is you don't know the way you feel, except you know the kind of man you want to be. It's as if you've reached the unreachable, and you weren't ready for it. )

Vinoth: Hey, are you listening me?
Me: (no iam not, im lost) Yes, im listening , tell me
Vinoth: There is something wrong about you today, sometimes its very hard to understand you. Sometimes i feel like i dont know who you are (Oh yeah, its coming, can somebody tell this idiot that im Gay)
(Spiderman-2 :Who am I? You sure you wanna know? The story of my life is not for the faint of heart. If somebody told you it was a happy tale, if somebody said I was just your average guy, not a care in the world...somebody lied. But let me assure you, this, like any other story worth telling, is all about a girl. That girl, the girl next door. Mary Jane Watson. The woman I loved since before I even liked girls. )

Vinoth: Iam going back to hostel from next week, we cant see each other anymore. Will you miss me?
Me: Not really (it hurts, you have no idea)
(Spiderman-2: No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try...the ones I love will always be the ones who pay. )

Vinoth: I dont know what to say, but i never really had any friend like you before. And i dont think i will find anyone in the college.
Me: Look, dont worry about it. You will find friends better than me, who matches your interests, im sure you will forget about me in one or two days.(He was so straight acting till last week, his sudden changes frightened me, i dont want him to be a gay and suffer like me)
(Spiderman-2: Peter, look, you're changing. I know. I went through the exact same thing at your age. Peter, these are the years when a man changes into the man he's going to be for the rest of his life. Just be careful who you change into. )

Me: Vinoth, dont worry about friendship, love or sex etc. Just focus on your studies and sports, the remaining thing will happen automatically to you (Gosh, i sounded like my grandma, somebody blow me)
(Spiderman-2: Whatever life holds in store for me, I will never forget these words: 'With great power, comes great responsibility.' This is my gift. My curse. Who am I? I'm Spider-Man! )

(Vinoth was smiling at me now)
Vinoth: What happened to you today, you sound so odd. Iam trying to say something to you, but you are not listening, pretending as if everything is normal.
(Spiderman-2: I love you! And Peter loves you! We've been down and out before but somehow we'll get through it. You do too much, you're not Superman, you know. )

Me: I know what you are going to say, infact i dont want you to say anything now. Im 5 years elder than you, so i know more than what you know
Vinoth: Vikki, allow me to say what i wanted to say, dont fool me.
(Spiderman-2: What do you want? (to Norman) To say what you won't. To do what you can't. To remove those standing in your way. )

Vinoth: Vikki, you should say whatever you want to say today itself (he was very curious and encouraging me to open up). Do you have any special feelings on me?
Me: Come on machi, lets just stop talking and just watch the movie, Dont you like Spiderman? (i just tried my best to change the topic, i dont wanna spoil the show)
Vinoth: No, i dont like him. Answer my question
(the time was running out, my heart was pounding like a sports watch, i just looked at his beautiful eyes, hard to resist this hot guy, somebody stop me please)
Me: Oh yeah, i have feelings towards you, but you dont have to worry about it.
Vinoth: Vikki, you are my best friend, i do have to worry about hurting you.
(Spiderman-2: Misery, misery, misery. That's what you've chosen. I offered you friendship... and you spat in my face! )

Vinoth: I want you to be my best friend. Be with me forever like a guide help me. I dont want any awkward feeling in between us. I cant just ignore you, will you be my best friend forever?
(at this moment millions of thoughts crossing all over my beautiful mind, its all for few seconds, i just smiled at him)
Me: Yep, i will
(Vinoth gave a sigh of relief, he must be the happiest man today)
(Spiderman-2: We are who we choose to be! Now, CHOOSE! )

Well, there are few things which i dont have control over in my life. Being gay is not my choice, its not anybody's choice, its our destiny. Now who said that "Never fall in love with a straight guy", Period...

Through Vinoth i have got one more shot in my wounded heart. But that is the way my life is, i find hundreds of gays in the net everyday, they just dont capture my heart, its the straight guys in my next door or in my college or in my office who dies for my friendship makes my heartbeat go hell all the time. I deserved those shots for being so stupid. Now somebody Blow Me.

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Gay indian celebrities

Last night i was watching Filmfare awards in Sony max, bollywood hotties Imran Khan and Ranbir Kapoor were hosting the show as usual with the bollywood's favourite theme 'Gay'. Last few years bollywood got this gay trend, sometimes they become too stereotype like the one hosted by Sajjad Khan. Both Imran and Ranbir were so damn cute and really looked like two gay friends in love with each other (oh my god, how i wish they being gays). I heard they are actually good friends and hang out every weekend.

And then there was this interview with Karan Johar and Shahrukh Khan about the gay rumours of them. Both denied that they are not in any gay relationship and they are just friends (infact SRK said he was more close to Karan's father and treats karan as his friend's son, well that is the joke of the year).

John Abraham said in another awards function that he is missing Abishek and hope to do another gay theme movie like Dostana along with Abishek (i was fallen from the couch, Gosh, somebody murder me now, i should not be allowed in public for hearing all these statements).

And then i read this interview by the Actor Siddharth (filmstar of 'Boys') who said that he would like to act in Gay roles which will explore his physic. Similarly Shahid Kapoor said he will be more happy to do Gay roles in the future (God, what are all these guys are saying? they have no idea what kind of dirty thoughts they are giving to innocent gay boy like me).

One of my friend sent me a link which lists the famous celebrities who are gays or bisexuals in West. I was surprised to find some of the celebrities i know in the list. This allowed me to seriously think about our Bollywood Celebrities. There is not even one guy in bollywood who came out of closet and announced as Gay, which is acceptable in hetrosexual India. I thought may be there is not even one gay in Bollywood exist. But watching and reading all these guy's Gayish interviews and shows, i cannot stop myself thinking about them being Gay. They sound so Gay these days.

Guess what i did all night on Sunday? fantasizing about Imran and Ranbir on a threesome, now that sounds like a hot one, isnt it??

There was so much hype about Indian celebrities in g4m. Somebody was asking whether Rahul Gandhi is gay (though he is still single at 35 yo, i doubt it). And then one guy about MTV roadies like Sufi, Sandeep or Nauman. Somebody was saying Suresh Raina and Irfan Pathan are lovers. Guys even suspicious about Dhoni taking poor Parthiv patel in his billion while riding his bike. So many guys in g4m seems to be had sex with atleast one celebrity in town. Well, i just hope that all these guys fantasy may come true for Gay's sake.

Post your comments please...

Coming out.........

Friday night, i was watching my favourite team Manchester United playing Premiere League in which Christiano Ronaldo smooching Vidic (trust me guys, there must be plenty of chemistry running between them, i can imagine them taking shower togather in the locker) and then there was this match in which Chelsea kicked a goal in the 2nd half. The match was played even though there was a heavy shower. I was watching the match with a semi-erection, you cannot blame me for having a hard-on. Blame those hotties playing wearing wet shorts, kicking the balls, smooching each other bodies, rain water was dripping all over their bodies. Thats it...i excused myself from the tv and spent some time in my bathroom. When i returned back my interest in watching football match was gone.

So i have decided to surf the net again, i thought i have become so Desi these days and decided to have some international exposure (lol). I've gone through several Gay forums. I must say that the topic 'Coming out' was the popular discussion especially among teenagers. After gone through some of their 'Coming out' experiences, fears and opinions, i thought as being Gay in India, im actually living in a better environment. Though homosex is illegal in India, atleast there are no homophobic attacks here. Indians have accepted the gay as a sexual preferences, but not given social status or identity yet. Since i dont really believe in Marriages i dont have to worry about Gay marriage either.

I have copied and pasted few postings of the western teenagers which showcase the reality of western countries in Gay rights. Through those international media we Indians wrongly thought there is so much liberal about gay in western countries, which is not true. Human rights activities are much better in India.

Guys who are screaming about Gay rights in India should go to these western countries and get themselves killed by homophobics. You guys should thank god for not living in extremist's countries like Pakistan or Iran. I have recently read that 5 Pakistani teenagers were being brutally beaten up and been dragged into public without their clothes for allegedly involving in gay group sex. I saw their pictures, all of them are hot and young. Yeh, allah...I have no idea what is happening in African countries, obviously they have too much to worry about their foods and diseases rather than thinking about Coming out.

Not even one case was registered in last 10 years or so for illegal gay activities in India. We never heard that any gay in India been tortured by homophobics. We are living in a free country especially for gays.

I don't want to be gay! Why can't I be straight?!
8 November, 2005 - 4:04am — Shenlong the Arcane
As the title says I don't want to be. I'm not homophobic, I have gay friends, and I'm gay, but I want to like girlswhy do I have to like guys? It hurts, I just don't want to be gay, the discrimination, the not being able to havekids or adopt or marry. I've wanted a wie since I was little but I'm not interested in girls. It sucks. My townhas pretty much pushed all queer people and liberal-ness into hiding. I want to be like my straight friends. I've beenclinging onto being bi like it was the last part of me. I just want to be straight.

2 March, 2009 - 8:44pm — Adam A
meow
was on the school soccer and Rugby (the british, original and much tougher version of american football) teams and i definately didn't come out, it would have meant an immediate death sentence....but a) i went to a private catholic highschool in the middle of nowhere, australiab) homophobia levels were very high all around my town anywayc) i was a jock andd)fencing is not exactly a "knuckhead" sport...so maybe things will be different for you, heh...

7 March, 2009 - 2:32pm — MrBlueSky
I think there are definitely
I think there are definitely differences. It depends on where you are I suppose, but where I am there is much stigma towards gay men. Then again it's not like I can say I know what it's like being a lesbian, so who knows

7 March, 2009 - 4:48pm — Riku
Hmmm
Around here, it's pretty much easier for lesbians. I've overheard crap about lesbians being okay but gays being creepy/whatever. And there are WAAAY more girls out about being gay, bi or whatever than guys.
I think in high school, guys are more insecure about their sexuality too. Because girls are more open to that stuff in high school? I guess. And you know, insecurity about such things often leads to homophobia.

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Wow, You are fcuking GAY

Last night i was bit tired of watching English Premiere League decided to surf the net. I found this article, though i come from a Orthodox Christian family and became openly gay these days i cannot stop laughing while read this. The blok who wrote this must be given a Bafta for comedy. Find below the article, im warning you some of the lines might offend you, dont even think about Supreme court...

“Homosexuality is a negative corruption of humanity with no evolutionarily useful attributes. As the 'gay gene' is passed from parent to child, and gays do not breed, my theory predicts that the gay species will soon become extinct.”
~ Charles Darwin on Gays (when there were fewer gays)

Gay is a word in transition. Years ago, gay simply meant happy. It was a simple innocuous adjective used to describe the time had by Fred Flintstone whilst eating muffins or blowing a bassoon. You could have a Gay Day without having to put your penis anywhere, and even if your surname was 'Gay' you could probably get through school with most of your own teeth. Then everything got really complicated...

Modern usage
Today the word gay has 4 uses:
A man or woman who enjoys smiling.
A man who enjoys other men's penises and bottoms but doesn't like vaginas.
A woman who enjoys other women's vaginas and doesn't let men watch when they do.
An insightful witticism used by Brits and Americans. Although the genius of the insult is without question, it seldom has anything to do with penises, vaginas or indeed bottoms.
To confuse matters further, some people like to put their penis/vagina into various places of both men and women. These people are called Greedy, and everyone else is really jealous.
Gayism through the Ages
So, how did it all start, and where do gay people come from? Now, try to be serious for a second...

The pre-history of the Gayites

In the old days you could screw pretty much anything you fancied, animal, vegetable or mineral and didn't even have to ask, unless of course it was a lickalotopuss. Gay bashing still existed, but sucking off a man was far less adventurous than tugging off a lion, so no-one gave a monkeys; especially the monkeys who still bum each other silly to this day.

Here cumeth men of virtue

"In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth. And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters. And God said, Let there be light: and there was light. Etc, etc, etc..."

When God finally got bored masturbating over the dinosaurs he decided to create Adam so he could screw him instead. After watching poor Adam racking his wrists alone God gave him a good ribbing and created Eve allowing the family tradition of screwing yourself to continue. Adam and Eve had a whole lot of sex to create two children (both boys) who then had sex with each other (or possibly their mother) to create more children who then also had sex with each other. Nothing wrong there you understand...

For thousands of years everyone carried on doing whomever they pleased especially the ancient Greeks who bummed each other silly largely because it was less effort than trying to talk a girl into doing it. God got a bit upset because man was actually starting to have more fun than him, and decided make a list of things which men were not allowed to do. When no one really listened he committed adultery with a virgin who gave birth to Jesus. Due to his fashion sense Jesus' sexual advances were rejected by Angel Gabriel, a man, and even a sausage. In his rage Jesus banned sexualising anything with a plonker leaving him to wander the desert for forty days with nothing to suck on.

The deity-bashing continued long after. When a miniature Bonsai tree mocked Buddah's minuscule manhood he added his weight to this prohibition and Abraham revealed his support 'cos it's the thing all the cool kids do. Muhammad also backed the new rules. Obviously he had no feelings of sexual inadequacy, and his views are all completely correct and reasonable in every way. Mainly because his are the words of Allah the one true God. Dont ask me why he asked all the guys to circumsize their penis. So now you goat fucking fundamentalist lunatics have no reason to blow my ass up that was that.

Public admission of bum fancying became taboo for 2000 years and everyone carried on as before but just didn't tell the priest or their dads. Then in the 1960's some stoned hippies decided it would be "right on" to "liberate the gay oppressed minority Maaaan", and as a result we now have to listen to everyone banging on about sodomy again.
Hard facts about Gayuality

Thanks to those damn Chinese and all the whispering many misconceptions exist:
Apparently God was a non-smoker, but encourages his children to be fruity and multiply
A Sin of Biblical Proportions
The Bible is the genuine indisputable word of God. He actually took time off running the whole universe to write it himself using a cloud. Genesis 19:8 is very clear about Gaying around....

Before they lay down, the women of the city, the men of Sodomy, surrounded the house, both young and old, all the people from every dime; and they called to Lot and said to him, "Where are the women who came to you tonight? Bring them out to us that we may have relations with them." But Lot went out to them at the doorway, and shut the door behind him, and said, "Please, my brothers, do not act wickedly." Now behold, I have two boys who have not had relations with man; please let me bring them out to you, and do to them whatever you like; only do nothing to these girls, inasmuch as they have come under the shelter of my roof.

Hang on a second, are you sure that's how it goes???

Homosexuals often gather together in packs
A quick guide to using the 'F' word
FAG means cigarette. Unless you're homophobic, or a fag.
A faggot is a type of sausage. Unless you're homophobic, or a sausage.
Got it? Perhaps not... Basically, the "rules" say that YOU are not allowed to use the word fag, unless you're fag, in which case it's obviously considered fine. If a fag knows that you are homophobic, then using the word fag could be considered offensive. Unless of course he knows that you're actually secretly a fag, in which case he will probably just try to suck your cock or something.
If only Gabriel had let Jesus blow him instead

Why are People Gay?
Some say that Gays like mens bottoms and cocks, whereas straight guys don't.
Some say that Gays are just lazy straight people who have figured out that it's a lot easier to put your penis up a Gay man's bottom than it is to get a girl to do it.
Some say it's a disease that can be caught by playing Subbuteo with them.
Some say it's a recreational past time much like baseball only the ball(s) minus the base.

Why are People Straight?
Straight people don't like to have sex with members of their own sex. Those who would like to, but pretend not, can be considered 'In the Closet'. A position from which, deciding how how to dress it can become extremely difficult... Despite a newly liberated generation of freshly aware sexual individuals everyone still agrees that there is still something decidedly anal about being Gay. Women can be a pain in the ass and all, but in the end being straight actually looks like a lot less effort in the long run for most.

Why are People Homophobic?
Some say that there is actually a genetic difference between Gays and Straights. The logic follows that both are in the same genus as 'straights' (Homo) with the Gays being the Homo sexuals and the straights being the Homo sapiens. As has been noted, this is a tricky position considering what Mr Darwin said and all...
Some say it's about Religion. God has been screwing with men since time began, so he can't be against the idea.
Homophobic people are jealous. They see Gay people getting all the easy casual sex and are upset because they haven't thought of doing it themselves.

You, (19__ – 20__), were born several years ago and now you are gay.

Gay gay gay.
No whining or going into a hissy fit. Although your kind are known to do that. You are gay.
You at least want some questions answered? You should probably get used to speaking out, gay boy.
...And that also goes for the dyke right there that just said “I’m not a boy." You’re gay too.

Welcome to homosexuality

In your first and final venture into gayness, you may notice how the weather is totally fabulous. Be very alarmed. Do not be alarmed. In fact, you may find in your gay state that approximately 100% of the sensations and phenomena you were familiar with in your straight days are conspicuously feminine.
Remember how, when you were straight, you wasted hours and hours watching daytime (and probably night-time) television? Well, this is exactly like that. Except now it's soap operas. All the time. And forget about the watching football too. You watch "Bold and the Beautiful." You can now enjoy crappy soap operas. Because you're gay.
As for your friends and family you love, please rest assured. They won't be surprised by the bomb you will drop on them. They knew something was up when you and Shaun always went out for fajitas, napped together, and went fishing for the weekend. Your mother may even weep from disappointment, but don't count on it.

Things to do while gay
Shopping!

You Are Gay FAQ

Q: I was a manly person all of my life. I lived rugged, I respected breast, and I made every effort to get laid, whether girlfriend or stranger. So, where do I get my jollies now?
A: Go to a party and head for the Forest of Men. If you find your way through it you come to a cave. Congratulations.

Q: Can I do anything besides shop, travel, or decorate?
A: Well... yeah, but you'll need a buddy.

Q: If I hadn't read this article would I still be straight?
A: …Yes. Sucks to be you.

Q: Is all of gayness just a matter of choice?
A: No.

Q: Can I go to church and get cured?
A: …No.

Q: How about looking at a bunch of Playboys?
A: No.

Q: Have a sex change and become a lesbian?
A: NO! That doesn't even make sense.

Q: Can I at least adopt a child?
A: ...Maybe.

The "gay" phenomena referred by Iranian President Ahmahdinajad is popularly known as people who are flaming queens with long spaghetti dicks and butch dykes with huge breasts are the only exception to peoples' gaydars because all you need is common sense for that.
Tom Cruise (who is straight) has a gaydar strictly for novelty purposes. A gaydar in Vanilla Sky sets off when Tom Cruise walks in the room. This was not in the script, but a real-life occurrence that was accidentally left in the film.
It's also rumored that George W. Bush keeps a Gaydar/Death Ray hybrid in the oval office to make sure he can destroy the entire gay community.
“I know for a fact its only gay when you swallow and I can tell you buffoons I sure as Hell spit it out!”
~ Fred Phelps upon seeing a man with a gaydar at the other end of the street Many eons ago, homosexuals were unilaterally banished from mathematics faculties all over the Christian world as their sensitivity, hygiene and fabulous fashion sense showed up the serious failings in these areas by heterosexual mathematicians. This left gay scientists pondering how to find and hook up with other gay mathematicians who shared their passion for opera, rodeos and solving quadrilaterals in tight fitting shorts.

Among heterosexual men, there is one body type--whichever a man's body happens to look like--because straight guys are not interested in men's bodies, either their own or those of other males. They're interested in female body types. Chances are that if you have a penis and testicles and you are reading this article, you are whichever word for homosexual you like best to read or hear.
Most likely, you are also interested in learning about gay body types, which is why you navigated to this page out of the millions of other Internet pages that currently are available online. Chances are good, too, that you are hoping to see a little male booty. Well, you emo faggot, you came to the right place--at least in regard to male body types. The next time you're cruising the gay personals, you'll know what you're looking for (and what your particular package has to offer to others).

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